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The Secret Garden · Chapter

XX: “I Shall Live Forever—and Ever—and Ever!” explained

After a week of planning and secret preparations, Colin is taken outside in his wheeled chair for the first time.

What happens

After a week of planning and secret preparations, Colin is taken outside in his wheeled chair for the first time. With Dickon pushing and Mary guiding, they follow a carefully plotted route to avoid suspicion, eventually reaching the hidden door of the secret garden. Once inside, the beauty and life of the garden overwhelm Colin, filling him with a profound sense of hope and determination. He declares he will get well and live forever, as a pink glow of health spreads across his face.

Themes in this chapter

  • Healing Power of Nature

    Colin's first experience in the secret garden brings an immediate physical and emotional transformation, as the natural beauty and scents fill him with hope and vitality.

  • Transformation and Growth

    Colin's declaration 'I shall get well! I shall live forever!' marks a pivotal moment of personal transformation, from a bedridden invalid to a boy embracing life.

  • Friendship and Connection

    The bond between Mary, Dickon, and Colin deepens as they share the secret of the garden, working together to bring Colin outside and witness his joy.

Characters to notice

  • Colin Craven

    Colin is transported to the secret garden for the first time. Overwhelmed by its beauty, he experiences a surge of hope and declares he will get well and live forever.

  • Mary Lennox

    Mary guides Colin and Dickon along the secret route, pointing out key landmarks from her own discovery of the garden. She shares in the joy of the moment.

  • Dickon Sowerby

    Dickon pushes Colin's wheeled chair and provides steady, calm support. His intimate knowledge of nature and animals is highlighted, and he is trusted by Dr. Craven.

  • Mr. Roach

    Mr. Roach is summoned to Colin's room for the first time, where he meets the boy and sees the menagerie of animals. He speaks approvingly of Dickon.

  • Mrs. Medlock

    Mrs. Medlock escorts Mr. Roach to Colin's room and comments on the changing atmosphere in the house, noting that some find their duties easier.

  • Dr. Craven

    Dr. Craven inspects Colin and approves the outing, expressing trust in Dickon. He notes Colin's improved spirits and strength.

Key passages

  • “They’re same as us,” said Dickon, “only they have to build their homes every year. An’ it keeps ’em so busy they fair scuffle to get ’em done.”

    Dickon explains that animals are like people, but they must rebuild their homes annually, keeping them constantly busy.

    Dickon's empathy for nature highlights the theme of connection between humans and the natural world.

  • “I shall get well! I shall get well!” he cried out. “Mary! Dickon! I shall get well! And I shall live forever and ever and ever!”

    Colin exclaims with joy that he will recover and live eternally, overwhelmed by the garden's beauty.

    This moment marks Colin's emotional and physical breakthrough, central to the chapter's theme of transformation.