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The Autobiography of John Stuart Mill · Chapter

Crisis in My Mental History: One Stage Onward explained

Mill describes the profound mental crisis he experienced beginning in the autumn of 1826, when he realized that achieving all his reformist goals would not bring him happiness.

What happens

Mill describes the profound mental crisis he experienced beginning in the autumn of 1826, when he realized that achieving all his reformist goals would not bring him happiness. He recounts the collapse of his life's foundation, his subsequent depression, and the gradual recovery through a re-evaluation of his philosophy. He details his intellectual evolution, including his distinction between the doctrine of circumstances and fatalism, his revised views on political institutions, and his continued radicalism. The chapter also covers his writings on political economy and logic, his engagement with the French Revolution of 1830, and his work for the Examiner.

Themes in this chapter

  • Mental Crisis and Recovery

    Mill's detailed account of his depression in 1826, his loss of purpose, and his gradual intellectual and emotional recovery.

  • Utilitarianism and Moral Philosophy

    Mill's re-examination of the doctrine of circumstances and necessity, leading to his chapter on Liberty and Necessity in the System of Logic.

  • Social and Political Reform

    Mill's continued radicalism and advocacy for democratic institutions, his views on class power, and his support for the Reform Bill.

  • Freedom of Thought and Expression

    Mill's emphasis on thinking for himself and his distinction between his own evolving views and his father's doctrines.

Characters to notice

  • John Stuart Mill

    Narrator and subject of the chapter; describes his mental crisis, philosophical transformation, and political activism.

  • Jeremy Bentham

    Mentioned as the philosopher whose work inspired Mill's early reformist zeal.

  • Samuel Taylor Coleridge

    Quoted for his poem 'Dejection' which Mill uses to describe his own emotional state.

  • John Black

    Not directly mentioned in excerpts, but Fonblanque is noted as editor of the Examiner; Black is not referenced here.

  • John Henry Thompson

    Mentioned as Fonblanque, the proprietor and editor of the Examiner.

Key passages

  • Suppose that all your objects in life were realized; that all the changes in institutions and opinions which you are looking forward to, could be completely effected at this very instant: would this be a great joy and happiness to you?

    Mill asks himself whether achieving all his reformist goals would bring him happiness, and realizes it would not.

    This moment marks the beginning of Mill's mental crisis, as he discovers his life's purpose no longer satisfies him.

  • A grief without a pang, void, dark and drear, A drowsy, stifled, unimpassioned grief, Which finds no natural outlet or relief In word, or sigh, or tear.

    Mill quotes Coleridge to describe his own state of numb, listless depression.

    Mill uses this poetic description to convey the emotional emptiness of his crisis.

  • I drew, in my own mind, a clear distinction between the doctrine of circumstances and Fatalism; discarding altogether the misleading word Necessity.

    Mill clarifies that he now understands the difference between environmental determinism and fatalism, rejecting the term 'necessity' as misleading.

    This distinction was crucial for Mill's recovery and his later philosophical work on free will.