Spoon River Anthology · Chapter
Harold Arnett explained
Harold Arnett, overwhelmed by failure and disgust, commits suicide by gunshot.
What happens
Harold Arnett, overwhelmed by failure and disgust, commits suicide by gunshot. He experiences a moment of blackness and light, followed by unspeakable regret and a futile attempt to return to the world. In death, he finds no escape from the eternal destiny of life, trapped in a state where he cannot breathe properly yet must continue to breathe.
Themes in this chapter
Death and Legacy
Harold Arnett's suicide leads not to peace but to unspeakable regret and a haunting continuation of existence, challenging the idea of death as an escape.
Unfulfilled Lives and Repression
Arnett's failure and disgust with his life drive him to self-destruction, illustrating the crushing weight of unfulfilled potential and emotional repression.
Characters to notice
- Harold Arnett
The speaker who commits suicide out of disgust and failure, only to find regret and no escape from life's eternal destiny.
Key passages
“I leaned against the mantel, sick, sick, Thinking of my failure, looking into the abysm, Weak from the noon-day heat.”
I stood by the fireplace, deeply ill and overwhelmed, reflecting on my failures while staring into a void, exhausted by the midday heat.
Arnett's physical and emotional state before his suicide.
“I pulled the trigger … blackness … light … Unspeakable regret … fumbling for the world again. Too late!”
I fired the gun, then experienced darkness followed by light, and an indescribable regret as I tried to return to life, but it was too late.
The immediate aftermath of Arnett's suicide, highlighting his regret.
“Of what use is it To rid one’s self of the world, When no soul may ever escape the eternal destiny of life?”
What purpose does it serve to leave the world behind, when no spirit can ever avoid the everlasting fate of being alive?
Arnett's realization that death does not free one from the eternal condition of life.