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What happens

Themes in this chapter

• Hunger and Deprivation

  The narrator's constant hunger and lack of basic necessities dominate the chapter, from searching for breakfast to pawning belongings.

• Psychological Fragmentation

  The narrator experiences vertigo, nervousness, and a sense of his brains 'running out,' reflecting his deteriorating mental state.

• Poverty and Social Marginalization

  His inability to pay rent, rejection from jobs, and shabby appearance highlight his marginal position in society.

Characters to notice

• The Narrator

  Awakens in his attic, reflects on his poverty and failed job applications, and wanders the streets in a state of nervous agitation and defiance.

• Hans Pauli

  Passes the narrator in Graendsen, hurrying by without stopping.

• Pascha

  Mentioned in the narrator's thoughts as Bookseller Pascha, contrasted with himself in a reflection on divine injustice.

Key passages

• “I was lying awake in my attic and I heard a clock below strike six.”

  The narrator lies awake in his attic room as a clock strikes six in the morning.

  Establishes the setting and time at the chapter's opening.

• “I had been somewhat hard-up lately, and one after the other of my belongings had been taken to my 'Uncle.'”

  He has been short of money and has pawned his possessions one by one.

  Reveals his financial desperation and reliance on pawning.

• “I had grown nervous and irritable. A few times I had kept my bed for the day with vertigo.”

  He has become anxious and short-tempered, sometimes staying in bed due to dizziness.

  Highlights his deteriorating physical and mental health.

• “I had even offered to enlist in the Fire Brigade. ... Me, he passed by, merely shaking his head, saying I was rejected on account of my sight.”

  He applied to the fire brigade but was rejected because of his poor eyesight.

  Illustrates his failed attempts to find work.

• “I stole very quietly down the stairs in order not to attract my landlady’s attention (a few days had elapsed since my rent had fallen due, and I had no longer anything wherewith to raise it).”

  He sneaks down the stairs to avoid his landlady because he is behind on rent and cannot pay.

  Shows his shame and avoidance due to debt.

• “I sat there on the seat and pondered over all this, and grew more and more bitter against God for His prolonged inflictions.”

  He becomes increasingly resentful toward God for his ongoing suffering.

  Captures his spiritual rebellion and sense of injustice.