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Conrad reflects on the nature of writing and criticism, recounting an interruption by a general's daughter while he was finishing Nostromo.

What happens

Conrad reflects on the nature of writing and criticism, recounting an interruption by a general's daughter while he was finishing Nostromo. He contrasts the public's superficial view of literary work with the intense, solitary struggle of creation, and pays tribute to the late Stephen Crane, whose gift of a dog to Conrad's son becomes a symbol of loyalty and the hidden costs of devotion.

Themes in this chapter

  • Artistic Creation and Self-Discovery

    Conrad describes the intense, solitary struggle of writing Nostromo, comparing it to wrestling with the Creator and the Cape Horn passage.

  • The Spectacle of Existence

    The interruption by the general's daughter and the dog fight highlight the clash between the mundane world and the writer's inner universe.

  • Sobriety and Self-Possession

    Conrad's disciplined devotion to his craft, despite fatigue and external interruptions, underscores self-possession.

Characters to notice

  • Narrator

    Reflects on the creative struggle of finishing Nostromo and the interruption by a general's daughter.

  • Joseph Conrad

    Implied as the authorial voice; describes his own wrestling with the novel and his affection for Stephen Crane.

  • Mr. Hugh Clifford

    Not directly mentioned; no match in excerpts.

  • The Servant

    Not directly mentioned; no match in excerpts.

Key passages

  • I had, like the prophet of old, 'wrestled with the Lord' for my creation, for the headlands of the coast, for the darkness of the Placid Gulf, the light on the snows, the clouds on the sky, and for the breath of life that had to be blown into the shapes of men and women...

    Conrad compares his intense creative effort in writing Nostromo to a biblical struggle, shaping every element of his fictional world.

    Highlights the theme of artistic creation and self-discovery.

  • She had robbed me of at least twenty lives, each infinitely more poignant and real than her own, because informed with passion, possessed of convictions, involved in great affairs created out of my own substance for an anxiously meditated end.

    The interruption by the general's daughter felt like a loss of many fictional lives that were more vivid and meaningful than her ordinary existence.

    Illustrates the depth of Conrad's immersion in his characters and the spectacle of existence.

  • He liked me even before we met on the strength of a page or two of my writing, and after we had met I am glad to think he liked me still.

    Stephen Crane admired Conrad's writing before they met, and their friendship continued afterward.

    Reflects on the bond between writers and the legacy of Crane.