# November explained — Poetry

> Chapter companion for Poetry by George MacDonald.

## What happens

A deeply introspective poem in which the speaker addresses Christ and God, expressing spiritual weariness, doubt, and a longing for divine intimacy. The speaker confesses human frailty, the struggle to maintain faith amid darkness, and the desire for purification and grace, while reflecting on love, family, and the ultimate hope of reunion with the divine.

## Themes in this chapter

### Spiritual Struggle and Doubt

The speaker wrestles with doubt, weariness, and the difficulty of believing in God's presence, especially in times of darkness and suffering.

### Redemption and Grace

The speaker pleads for cleansing, forgiveness, and divine help, expressing hope in God's transformative grace and the promise of being made whole.

### Love as Ultimate Strength

Love is portrayed as the force that grows through separation and ultimately draws all souls back to God, the 'Father of loves.'

## Character check-ins

### Jesus Christ

Addressed throughout as the compassionate, knowing divine presence who understands human suffering and is the source of light and redemption.

### God

Invoked as Father, the source of tenderness and the one who helps the speaker become good and know divine love.

### Unknown

The speaker who pours out his spiritual struggles, doubts, and longing for faith and divine connection.

### The Child-Mother

Referenced as the daughter who leaves home for marriage, evoking memories of childhood and the mother's love.

### Love

Mentioned as 'Father of loves' in the context of divine love and the ultimate return to God.

## Key lines

> Thou knowest all our weeping, fainting, striving; Thou know'st how very hard it is to be; How hard to rouse faint will not yet reviving; To do the pure thing, trusting all to thee; To hold thou art there, for all no face we see; How hard to think, through cold and dark and dearth, That thou art nearer now than when eye-seen on earth.

You understand all our sorrow, exhaustion, and effort; you know how difficult existence is, how hard it is to stir a weak will, to act purely while trusting you completely, and to believe you are present even though we cannot see you—especially when it feels colder and darker than when you walked visibly on earth.

_The speaker acknowledges Christ's intimate knowledge of human struggle and the challenge of maintaining faith without visible proof._

> My God, I look to thee for tenderness Such as I could not seek from any man, Or in a human heart fancy or plan⁠— A something deepest prayer will not express: Lord, with thy breath blow on my being’s fires, Until, even to the soul with self-love wan, I yield the primal love, that no return desires.

I turn to you, my God, for a tenderness I could never ask from any person or imagine in a human heart—something beyond what even the deepest prayer can articulate. Breathe on the fires of my being until my soul, pale with self-love, surrenders to that original love which seeks nothing in return.

_The speaker expresses a longing for divine tenderness that transcends human love, culminating in a desire for selfless, primal love._

> My prayer-bird was cold⁠—would not away, Although I set it on the edge of the nest. Then I bethought me of the story old⁠— Love-fact or loving fable, thou know'st best⁠— How, when the children had made sparrows of clay, Thou mad'st them birds, with wings to flutter and fold: Take, Lord, my prayer in thy hand, and make it pray.

My prayer felt lifeless and wouldn't take flight, even when I placed it at the edge of the nest. Then I remembered the old story—whether true or a loving legend, you know best—about how you turned children's clay sparrows into living birds. Take my prayer into your hand, Lord, and make it truly pray.

_The speaker uses the metaphor of a clay sparrow to express a sense of spiritual deadness and asks God to transform his feeble prayer into genuine devotion._

## Links

- HTML: https://www.betterreads.online/discover/poetry_8_se/chapters/november
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