# Publishing explained — My Reminiscences > Chapter companion for My Reminiscences by Rabindranath Tagore. ## What happens The narrator describes his early writings being published in the monthly 'Gyanankur' (Sprouting Knowledge), including his poetry and first prose piece. He recounts a critical essay he wrote about a book of poems titled 'Bhubanmohini Pratibha', which was praised by others. His friend was captivated by the supposed authoress, but the narrator doubted the authenticity due to the poems' lack of restraint. After publishing his critique, his friend threatened that a B.A. would write a reply, causing the narrator great anxiety, but the reply never materialized. ## Themes in this chapter ### Literary Development and Self-Expression The chapter focuses on the narrator's early forays into publishing, both poetry and prose, and the critical essay that marked his first public literary expression. ### Cultural Clash and Colonial Influence The threat of a B.A. reply reflects the colonial educational hierarchy and the narrator's anxiety about authoritative academic standards. ## Character check-ins ### Narrator The narrator reflects on his early publishing experiences and the anxiety caused by his critical essay. ### Akshay Chowdhury Akshay Babu is mentioned as one who praised the book 'Bhubanmohini Pratibha' in the Sadharani. ### Satya Referenced in a simile about the narrator's fear of the B.A., comparing it to his younger days when Satya shouted for a policeman. ## Key lines > My writings so far had been confined to the family circle. Then was started the monthly called the Gyanankur , Sprouting Knowledge, and, as befitted its name it secured an embryo poet as one of its contributors. Until then, my works were only shared within my family. But when the monthly magazine 'Gyanankur' (meaning 'Sprouting Knowledge') began, it fittingly took on a budding poet like me as a contributor. _The narrator introduces his transition from private to public writing through the magazine._ > I let myself go, and eruditely held forth on the distinctive features of lyrics and other short poems, my great advantage being that printed matter is so unblushing, so impassively unbetraying of the writer's real attainments. I wrote freely and with apparent learning about the differences between lyrics and other short poems, taking advantage of the fact that printed words don't reveal the author's actual knowledge. _The narrator admits to the superficiality of his critical essay, relying on the anonymity of print._ > My friend turned up in a great passion and hurled at me the threat that a B.A. was writing a reply. A B.A. ! I was struck speechless. My friend angrily confronted me and threatened that a person with a B.A. degree was preparing a response. The mention of a B.A. left me completely stunned. _The narrator's fear of academic authority is highlighted by his reaction to the B.A. threat._ ## Links - HTML: https://www.betterreads.online/discover/my_reminiscences_se/chapters/part-iv-xx-publishing - Book: https://www.betterreads.online/discover/my_reminiscences_se - All chapters: https://www.betterreads.online/discover/my_reminiscences_se/chapters