# XXXI: The Initiate explained — Lud-in-the-Mist

> Chapter companion for Lud-in-the-Mist by Hope Mirrlees.

## What happens

Master Nathaniel Chanticleer reflects on his role as Duke Aubrey's deputy and the strange events that led to his initiation into the Ancient Mysteries. In conversation with Master Ambrose, he discusses Endymion Leer's villainy and the curious way Leer's schemes backfired, ultimately leading Nathaniel to Fairyland and his return as deputy. Nathaniel feels ashamed of his honors and struggles with melancholy, hinting that initiation may not bring happiness. After Ambrose leaves, Dame Marigold comforts Nathaniel, offering him a new hope that he might someday hear the Note again and find clarity.

## Themes in this chapter

### Reality vs. Delusion

Nathaniel and Ambrose discuss how their dreams and lives became entangled, with events like apples, bleeding corpses, and trees rhyming in a dreamlike manner, blurring the line between reality and illusion.

### Transformation and Growth

Nathaniel's initiation and return mark a profound personal transformation, though he struggles with the weight of his new role and the melancholy it brings, while Ambrose learns humility.

### Fear of the Unknown

Nathaniel hints that the final secret of the Mysteries may be bitter, and he feels ashamed and uncertain about his honors, reflecting a fear of what initiation truly entails.

## Character check-ins

### Master Nathaniel Chanticleer

Reflects on his initiation and role as Duke Aubrey's deputy, feeling ashamed and melancholy; discusses Leer's downfall with Ambrose.

### Master Ambrose Honeysuckle

Visits Nathaniel for a quiet evening, asks about Endymion Leer, and expresses humility about his own ordinary nature compared to Nathaniel and Moonlove.

### Dame Marigold Chanticleer

Comforts Nathaniel after Ambrose leaves, kneeling beside him and offering tender reassurance, sparking a new hope in him.

### Endymion Leer

Discussed as a double-dyed villain whose actions inadvertently led to his own downfall; Nathaniel suspects he mishandled sacred objects of the Mysteries.

### Ranulph Chanticleer

Mentioned as having been sent to Fairyland by Leer, which ultimately led Nathaniel to follow and return as Duke Aubrey's deputy.

## Key lines

> I doubt whether initiation ever brings happiness. It may be that the final secret revealed is a very bitter one⁠ ⁠… or it may be that the final secret had not yet been revealed to Master Nathaniel.

Nathaniel questions whether initiation into the Mysteries leads to happiness, suggesting the ultimate truth might be painful or still hidden from him.

_Reflects Nathaniel's melancholy and uncertainty about his spiritual role._

> Everything he did produced exactly the opposite effect he had intended it should.

Leer's schemes consistently backfired, leading to outcomes contrary to his goals.

_Nathaniel observes the ironic failure of Leer's plans, which ultimately led to his own downfall._

> All of us, that's to say those of us who had parts to play, seemed to be living each others' dreams or dreaming each others' lives, whichever way you choose to put it, and the most incongruous things began to rhyme⁠—apples and bleeding corpses and trees and ghosts.

Nathaniel reflects on how the characters' experiences became intertwined in a dreamlike way, with disparate elements like apples, corpses, trees, and ghosts forming strange connections.

_Highlights the theme of reality vs. delusion and the interconnectedness of the characters' fates._

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