# Letter 466: Mr. Lovelace, to John Belford, Esq. explained — Clarissa

> Chapter companion for Clarissa by Samuel Richardson.

## What happens

Lovelace writes to Belford in a state of extreme anguish, expressing his torment over Clarissa's suffering and his own guilt. He curses her family for their cruelty, struggles with his own violent impulses, and anxiously awaits news of her fate.

## Themes in this chapter

### Suffering and Redemption

Lovelace experiences profound psychological suffering and hints at a desire for redemption, though he remains trapped in guilt.

### Deception and Appearance vs. Reality

Lovelace's outward bravado contrasts with his inner torment, revealing the gap between his public persona and private anguish.

## Character check-ins

### Robert Lovelace

Writes in a state of despair, unable to eat, drink, or sleep, and tormented by guilt and rage.

### John Belford

Addressee of the letter; Lovelace is angry that Belford lodges near Clarissa and demands news.

### Clarissa Harlowe

Lovelace's anguish centers on her suffering and possible death; he cannot bear to hear of her being in prison.

### Mr. Brand

Mentioned as having written a letter that Lovelace hopes might divert him.

## Key lines

> I am not the savage which you and my worst enemies think me.

Lovelace insists he is not as cruel as others believe.

_He attempts to defend his character even in his despair._

> I can neither eat, drink, nor sleep. I am sick of all the world.

Lovelace is unable to function normally due to his misery.

_Highlights his complete emotional breakdown._

> Already is there a hell begun in my own mind.

Lovelace feels he is experiencing a living hell of guilt and torment.

_Reflects his internal moral suffering._

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